A goodbye. I've been in many goodbye moments all my life, from going away from friends, farewell, departures, losing jobs, or even breakups. This time hit me the hardest, that's right, my gal went back for good today, on beautiful Sunday. I can't help but swallow all the reality, well I know this is not a final goodbye, we are still together and will meet again but my time in Kangaroo land becomes harder, even phone call and chat options are there but physical support will be missed. She is pursuing her career back home and I am still here, long distance nightmare haunts us once more, we did it for 3 years back then, and you think it's gonna be easy for us? Hmm, tough one but I am sure we can overcome it. Overseeing my coming weekends is the worst part, no more dining out at fancy restaurant, no more cuddling in cinema, no more hardcore shopping, this and that, thanks to the internet for online shopping experience and to bit torrent to fill my days (hopefully), at least they are helping me go through this at my loneliest times. :)
Goodbye, love. Don't worry this is just a temporary barrier. See you soon and all the best!
